The most leisure hours of a mans life occur and then he recognizes himself as aloner.......that he is all alone in that moment of thought..at that point of time he is entirely cut off from the world and completely alone in this world.......where he finds himself extinguished(exhausted or done with it) of all his imaginations,work,hobbies and other things which he would do as pass time.........we all have this phase in our lives a several times......
we all are alone and are finding for that something in our lives........that something which is MISSING no matter whatever else comes and goes....to find that missing space inside you takes a lot of time as we usually are busy making ourselves busy.....which is very funny..nobody likes to be alone doing absolutely nothing.....because of which he\she can see all the meaningless and otherwise concealed ideas and imaginations coming to surface making him emotionally touchy and irritable and restless........a man who has been alone for a long time becomes the most in tolerating of others........reason he has stopped running from himself as we usually do.......
we keep running through out out lives from this nothingness inside of us the what is missing feeling inside of us..and the moment of truth when all your dirty or bad or good ideas that had remained inside of you come again and again to your conscious vision.........which is not easy to face for all because maximum of us are having inharmonious thoughts and motives inside of us......
half of mans life time,thoughts,energies and other things go waste on running from that emptiness of himself..........most genius men are the one most lonely people....loneliness brings the best or the worst out of one's innate core of being....if a man is good he lets the good things remain and bad things out of him..if he is not he keeps pondering on anythings at random which is not good......
but to recognize good or bad is a later stage first one should try and stop and recognize his emptiness then he\she has to concentrate upon it and has to feel it....has to go deep into it..and try making observations of it....then comes the stage where you discover things inside of you that you discovered never before.....
a mans emptiness can be satiated only by the nectar of god.........the soul of everyman craves for the eternal soul of this universes and the cosmos GOD......but every man's personal actions,his background and his thoughts on multiple planes....fog the vision of a man and they don't let you see the real desire behind it that is to be one with god......hence we keep searching for various means of filling up that missing space inside of us......
some find it in music,some in other arts,some in their lover,some in their spouse some in their parents or some book or some movie some in songs some in some instrument etc.....but in the end it is just a runaway from the reality it can never give you the same result as you would get after trying to penetrate through that dense shabby vision of nothingness and try to find out real desire of your heart.......
every person seeks for love in the end out of his\her life......it may be human love for some,it might be some thing in human or something that can never not love you for examples arts and science and such things do not say they love or they don't love you......they are there with you if you want to be with them.....but even so they are but they are not something that would entirely quench your thirst for selfless love.....everyone wants love and will get that love only in god and god alone and no where else......
those who think they have found it are wrong.....as it is without a doubt it is only and only god.......other men or things or arts may give you a false or a very small glimpse of god......he is much more larger and is infinite in his storage of love for you and each one of you.....
he will mother you but you need to make him your mother.......or else the mother will keep calling and the child(you) will keep running away from it in search of him in different illusive forms........
love GOD with authority....love GOD.....WE ARE SONS AND DAUGHTERS OF GOD ......be one with GOD.....BE GOD.......
GOD AUM AMEN
A nice post that is like a warning bell to those who drown deep into thoughts of daily worldly matters and forget the real cause to be here in the first place....
ReplyDeletewhat is appreciable in your posts is that precise understanding that comes only after knowing all these stages of realising the exact core of this missing feeling....
all the possible steps that we may fumble upon....
all the things that might fog our vision or divert from the real cause of life....
are well understood and warned for in these posts....
slowly if somebody bothers to read and imbibe your posts, can learn to love the emptiness...because it is the best opportunity to fill that emptiness with the nectar of god's love....